Who Am I

Who Am I
I am the center
Of the universe
Of my life
I own it
I want it
I keep it
I share it
Only
With the few
The precious few
Who serve my purpose
What is my purpose
My purpose is to be free
And full
I am she
Delicate she
Or he
Fragile he
Controlling the universe
Of my life
The chaotic cosmos
Of my life
That defies
Control
I seek peace
Desire peace
I find trouble
Instead
I cannot control
Or hold on
Or find
Or keep
Or understand
The complexity of
Myself
The futility of my quest
To be free and full
Is worse than death
Who can help me
Who can save me from
Myself
Jesus said
I am the way

Caroline Ann Hoel Š September 17, 2010

About Carol Ann Hoel

The new me - Carol Ann. More suitably said, the old me in new circumstances of life. Again. My history has developed in parts and chapters. In person, I am Wife, Mom, Grandma, Author, and Writer, in that order, more or less. Life is good because God is good.
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22 Responses to Who Am I

  1. amkuska says:

    Where did you get the pictures for this poem? What an awesome technique for expressing the power of a word.

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  2. tekia says:

    Carol, this is a wonderful post. I love the way you summed it up in the ending. Be blessed dear.

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  3. Trisha says:

    we all should know and feel this glorious truth.
    thanks again Carol, for showing us a vision of God.

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    • Thank you, Trisha. I wrote this many months ago for someone I love and who has probably never read it, but my prayers are always for this one to see Jesus. Maybe the words of this poem will touch someone that God has brought to the right moment to embrace, to believe in, the risen Son of God. It may only be an unidentified click in the night, but my prayer is that this will be a stepping stone for someone to meet Jesus. Blessings to you, Trisha…

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  4. buttercup600 says:

    I saw the light the minute I came here…I love how you did this Carol…..fantabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!! Much love my friend xxx

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  5. Liza Kane says:

    Wow, I so thought about the current (but not new) attitude of self-centeredness and entitlement when I read this. Everywhere I read, it’s all about how someone did something so he/she can “find him/herself” (and too many times, that “something” comes at the expense of another person, i.e. a cheating on one’s spouse, backing out of business deals/promises, etc). (Self-improvement is one thing, but should not come at the expense of another person.)

    Thank you for sharing this, and I hope your loved one sees Christ in this, and in you 🙂

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    • Carol Ann Hoel says:

      Thank you, Liza, for your encouraging comment. Your point about people “finding themselves” at the expense of others is very true in today’s culture with everyone feeling “entitled” to seek his own way even if it hurts someone else. Thank you for visiting and for your kind hope for my loved one.

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  6. planejaner says:

    Carol Ann–
    what lovely words to wake to this morning…
    thank you
    jane

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  7. reedssss says:

    hey carol ur comment made me speechless n today your this post is grt thnks for sharing it
    i m loving itttttttt
    🙂
    thnks 4 being with me n caring for me
    thnk u so muchhhhhhh

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  8. Laura Best says:

    Thank you for sharing your poems. Lovely, lovely words, Carol Ann!

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  9. Jingle says:

    beautiful job,
    Thanks for the visits to my place.

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  10. Chloe says:

    This contains so much truth…I love the words “I am the center Of the universe Of my life” – so many people think they are the center of the universe – period!! We do spend so much time wondering how we are gonna make it through life and, you have summed it all up with word’s from the Saviour “I am the way”. We should spend less time worrying and more time putting our trust in him. Beautiful xx

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